ExPeRiMenTs......Vd Life:)

I m completely overwhlmed......!!!!

Life hs so much to offer, d choices make me confused. Smtyms I feel dt one life isn't enuf n smtyms I wish dt d patterns may change as fast as my thoughts.

I dont know why, bt I hv noticed dt it usually drops d unexpected over me..like vn I wanted to becum a Doctor, it made me an Engineer...vn I ws ready for MBA, it wanted me to go for M.tech....n now vn I hv made my mind to enter into d education line.....I know it must be ready vd another spoilsport:P

Not just ds......evn as a little girl, d storybook I picked up to read always went on to becum my little brother's favourite....n so eventually I knew d trick;). I always started picking up d second best choice;) frst.

But as u know it didnt end here....the ponytailed girl, vd whom I wanted to sit in d class, went on to becum my best frnd's partner....!!!

And if by mistake or by acting clever or as d outcum of my adamant attitude ( which is bcz life always tuk my frst choices away....;)), I pick up the first choice, or book,or person....it dosent stay vd me:(

As if it wasn't at all meant fr me !!!

So much so, dt nw I consciously do not opt for the thing, or opportunity, or person who happens to cum as d first option, rather i wait fr d second one. And yes I unconsciously follow ds 'Life Rule' during exams too (where I hv to choose d correct answer out of four choices).

Probably it knows wts best fr me.....or may be if it hadn't interfered vd my choices I would have been a completely different personality today. This feeling of nostalgia fr all dt I cud hv been or fr all dt I missed makes me sad. Strange naa....:).....I cn evn bcum sad about things dt wer never mine.....or dt wer simply not meant to be!!!

But dn, 'Ds is Human Nature !'.....Isnt it? :)

ATULYA BHARATWASI....iesB-)

India has always been described as the land of Unity in Diversity. it has been caled the home to multipole cultures and religions. it has been said to embrace all and one within the folds of the colourful fabric of ts culture. the variety of indian languages, dances, arts and traditions.....are truly mesmerising amd they showcase India as the enigmatic land.......rightly sobriqueted...........INCREDIBLE INDIA.

ATULYA BHARAT...aur yaha k atulya bharatwasies;)........! all this furore created in the name of India and Indianness to sell our tourist destinations shows bt one thng......dt v hv acquired the skills to b callled BLUFFMASTERS.Infact hm jitna dikhawa kartey hai andar se utne hi khokley hai...

jst vn sm idiot like me strts believing all ds nonsense, the true colours cum alive....He/She realises that all this unity concept is jst a gimmick to fool ourselves...because at the end v are still a caste ridden and divided society.
infact dicrimination in indian society is not hidden . it is evident in our day to day life.

aur iski sbse bhaari maar padti hai hum par;D........."ON THE YOUTH OF THE COUNTRY Yaar!"

CONFUSED..?
READ ON........

If nebdy reading ds is wel inhis late teens or early twenties or early thirties...then he/she must be born smwhere from 1975 to 1990.it ws during ds decade n a half that the english medium public schools as well as the convents wer the most sought after and there was this subject called "MORAL SCIENCE"

(THIS ISNT GONNA TURN INTO A SERMON.....I PROMISE;))
I know ...i know ......majority of u slept like logs during this class but..........all this while smwhere deep we also learnt that we all are GOD's kids....all r one and equal b4 him. tha same lessons wer repeated day in n out, inskul n at homes. our moms too hlpd us rote it by hrt to get gud marks...(tws ezy to score in MSc;))

thn sm of us grew up watohing the I-Day Parade wd gr8 zest n enjoying all d makes n remakes of Shahaad Bhagat Singh.., aldo the real task of inapiring oneness n patriotism was always aroused in us by our 'CRICKET TEAM'......:). On sm serious notes we witnessed the 'Kargil War', the suprene sacrifice of r forces instilled r souls.
we watched RDB n emulated the candle march fr justice, and then v heard the word..................GODHRA KAND- the fragmentation of the society at its peak.
we had heard bout Babri Masjid too n v had by now felt the burnts of reservations and quotas also...al these started gaining meaning as we moved frm MSc( moral science) to M.Sc, from class 9 to 10.....in our CBSE forms we wer askd,'do u belong to SC/ST or General category'
we wondered wether what Sister Rosy taught in dt half hour sleepy session was mothng bt sm dreamy n pleasent apparition..........:-?

b'cz the world is mch different frm wt v wer taught....we dont find unity in diversity.....bt yes, v r UNITED IN DIVERSIFYING THE DIVERSITY....TO B CONTINUED

starting new

its always easier to imagine,to dream,to plan..........but when it cums to puting things down it seems as if all imagination goes kaput...wel donno bout everybdy,but for me this has been d case since a last few weeks.

every nite i wud get n idea n dn it wud just remain n idea:) .finally aftr all d confusions,predicaments and failed attempts at choosing d rite career option aftr graduation,i have decided to do wat i know best,wat i had dreamed first,n wat was my heartflt childhod desire. i have started trying my hand at writing....penning down my thoughts,expressing my slf n all my imaginations,dreams,n desires.

but even dt dosent sem to b as easy as i believed:) because as soon as i hv chanced upon ds final idea...dere is again a plethora to choose frm.....'where to begin vd' is d biggest confusion;)